Being in Love with a Woman

I always looked out for her lovely eyes
Forgetting to search for her love in her eyes
Never let her, to have a look at me, with love…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I always smiled at her beautiful smiles
Not caring to seek a cause for me, in her smiles
Never let her, to smile at me, even for once…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I always admired her as “a beautiful woman”
Not figuring out a more beautiful heart and soul, lying underneath
Never let her, know about a man, praying for her beauty, to last forever…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I always thought, “She’s the one for me”
Not daring to resolve, if she’s destined for another one
Never let her, to insight me, for her, as a reliable one…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I always dreamed her running deep inside my heart
Not finding out, if she may ever require, wings of my help, to do so
Never let her, to have my hands, to fly together, even in my reveries…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I always loved her as my beloved
Never trying to find love for me in her heart
Never let her, to love me, even a bit…

Did I really ever love a woman???

I’m missing her, her smiles and her eyes, desperately
Remembering her, day in and day out, deliberately
And I’ll never let her know, how much I love her…

Did I really love a woman, for a lifetime???